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Daniel
Jackson shifted uncomfortably in his seat, his mind and body restless,
his thoughts moving thousands of miles faster than the plane that
was carrying him eastward. Sam was slouched in the seat beside him,
sound asleep, while Tealc had taken the opportunity to kelnoreem
for a little while.
General Hammond had pulled some strings and had gotten them on a
military transport to Washington DC. Theyd be arriving at
Andrews Air Force Base in the morning, a few hours from now.
Intellectually, Daniel knew that he should be sleeping, but he couldnt.
He had too much on his mind.
He kept going back to Friday night, the night when everything had
gone wrong. He couldnt help but blame himself. It was clearly
evident now that Jack had been looking for a friend, for some comfort,
and had been reaching out to him in an effort to help relieve some
of Daniels pain and grief in the process.
And Daniel had shoved it back in his face.
Thanks, but no thanks, hed said. I dont need you, Jack.
But Jacks words kept coming back to haunt him. They echoed
in his head. "I know how you feel. I know you feel alone. You
feel helpless. Theres too much to think about and yet you
keep turning the same thoughts over and over in your mind wondering
what you could have done differently. Do you think bad things only
happen to you? Why dont you try my life for once?"
Right now, Daniel wished that he could go back and start again.
Hed do things differently this time. Hed make sure he
did.
He sighed deeply to himself, lost in his thoughts. He jumped when
he heard Tealcs quiet voice from across the body of
the aircraft. "Blaming yourself will not bring him back, Daniel
Jackson."
Daniel turned, looking across the aisle to his friend, the dim light
glinting off of Tealcs dark eyes. "I know,"
Daniel said, his tone somber and resigned.
"We are doing everything in our power to find ONeill."
"I know." Even in the dimness, Daniel could tell that
Tealcs eyebrow had started to climb his forehead. The
puzzlement was especially evident in Tealcs tone of
voice.
"Then why do you not sleep?"
"I cant, Tealc. I wish I could," Daniel said,
realizing for the first time how true those words were. Right now
hed give anything for a few good hours of sleep to help wash
away the exhaustion and the frustration. He wanted to be able to
forget for a few hoursto push away the pain of loss.
Daniel glanced at Sam sleeping beside him, her face relaxed in slumber.
That was another thing that he was envious ofSams ability
to sleep anywhere and at anytime. She could work for days on end
when in the middle of a project with little, if any, need for sleep.
Daniel could never do that. There were times on missions where he
lay awake at night for hours staring at the stars or the tent fabric
above his head listening to the sounds of his slumbering teammates.
Just like tonight.
"Tealc," Daniel said after a few minutes of silence,
"what do you think happened to Jack? Do you think that hes
okay?"
Tealc was silent for a moment, but when he did reply, his
voice, while quiet, was confident. "Daniel Jackson, ONeill
is one of the strongest warriors I have had the privilege to encounter
in all the years of my life. I am sure that he will have certain
success over the forces with which he has encountered."
Behind Tealcs outward mildness and gentleness, there
was a core of strength and steel. Daniel had seen that strength
exercised on a number of occasions, but when it came to his friendsespecially
JackTealcs bonds of loyalty and strength were
unbreakable.
Daniel couldnt help but offer Tealc a weak smile. "Thanks,
Tealc."
"For what, Daniel Jackson? I am merely speaking the truth."
"Then thats exactly what I needed to hear," Daniel
said, settling down once again, leaning his head back against the
chair, his eyelids heavy.
"Very well, Daniel Jackson. May you find rest in your slumber."
Tealc words were the last thing he heard before he drifted
off to sleep.

Stephan Selig was not an easy man
to speak to.
Even though Sam had tracked down his home address and had gotten
all the details on the location of his office at the Pentagon, it
was still difficult.
Brushing an imaginary piece of lint off of her sleeve, Sam Carter
tried not to sigh as she shifted in the uncomfortable plastic waiting
room chair outside Seligs office. Shed been here for
close to four hours now, with Daniel and Tealc waitingnot
so patientlyin the car in the visitors parking lot.
With the high security in this section of the building, it was next
to near impossible to get either of the civilians in, which only
left one personSamto speak to Selig face to face. The
fact that shed worked at the Pentagon years ago had made her
visit and entrance smoother than even she expected. Being involved
with the SGC gave her high-level security clearances, opening doors
that might have ordinarily been closed.
Without an appointment, Seligs secretary was apologetic but
unmovable. The only way Sam was going to speak with him was if one
of his meetings ran short.
So far that hadnt happened.
"Major Carter?" Seligs secretary asked, her voice
perfectly poised and pleasant.
"Yes?" Sam said, glancing up and rising to her feet, watching
as the secretary lightly touched her earpiece and nodded to herself.
"Im sorry, Major, but it seems that Mr. Selig had another
appointment off premises. He will not be returning to the office
today."
"What?" Sam exclaimed sharply before she took a breath
to regulate her quickly rising temper. "Ive sat here
for the majority of the morning. Why didnt he have the courtesy
to speak to me for five minutes?"
"Im sorry, maam," she said looking unapologetic.
"I did say that I could not guarantee that he would have time
to see you today. If youd like, I can try to schedule an appointment
for you." She helpfully flipped open an appointment calendar,
turning the pages too quickly for Sam to read the fine flowing handwriting
covering each of them.
"Sure."
"Well
" she said, scanning the pages, flipping a
few back and forth. "I can schedule a fifteen minute appointment
on the 1st or a half-hour appointment on the 10th. Which would you
prefer?" The glanced up, her pen hovering over the book.
"The 1st or the 10th? Well, I can probably stay another day.
Lets make it the 1st," Sam said, grimacing a little.
"Oh, Im sorry, you misunderstood," the secretary
said, an insincere smile on her face. "I did not mean this
coming month. Dearest me, Mr. Selig is much too busy for such a
last minute appointment. I can schedule it for two months from now
on the 1st or 10th. Didnt I say that?"
Sam closed her eyes slightly and counted to ten, trying to calm
herself down. Now she remembered why she hated working in Washington
so much. When she finally replied, her words were dripping with
sarcasm. "Thank you for your help, but Ill attempt to
find Mr. Selig at another time."
Striding from the office, Sam barely resisted the urge to slam the
door closed behind her, instead, pulling it gently, the latch barely
making a sound as it caught the door frame.
When she finally made her way to the car, she was fuming. Slamming
the car door after she climbed into the sedan, she let out a string
of curses that would have even turned ONeills head.
"I take it he wasnt in," Daniel said calmly from
the drivers seat, meeting her eyes in the rearview mirror.
"No, he wasnt," Sam said tightly. "Can we just
get out of here for now? I need some room to think."
"Sure, Sam," Daniel said, starting the car and pulling
out of the lot.
"How can you be so calm?" Sam asked, amazed that the two
men were taking things so well.
"Sam, we knew this would be a long shot when we decided to
come here," Daniel said patiently, his eyes fixed firmly on
the road and the cars around him. "Its not like we cant
find him. We have his home address."
Sam expelled the breath she was holding long and hard. "I know,
Daniel," Sam said, running a hand through her short blonde
hair. "Its just that some of the people in Washington
can be so frustrating to deal with. No wonder why the Colonel never
trusts anyone here."
"Perhaps a meal would help us to formulate a new plan of attack,"
Tealc suggested from his place in the front passenger seat.
"Thats a good idea, Tealc," Daniel said immediately.
Sam looked back and forth between the men seated before her before
she realized the reason behind Tealcs statement. "Im
sorry, guys," Sam said, leaning forward between the two front
seats. "It never occurred to me that Id be so long. Why
dont we stop and get lunch. I know a great place we can go
to."
"Sounds good, Sam," Daniel said, throwing her a grateful
smile.
Sam directed Daniel to the small bistro not far from the Pentagon.
It had been a usual lunch spot for her when she used to work in
Washington and she was pleasantly surprised to find it still in
business. Daniel pulled into the smallish lot, having to wait several
minutes until a parking spot opened up. Sam had jumped out immediately,
offering to get a table for the group.
A few minutes after Sam was shown to a table in the back of the
restaurant, Daniel and Tealc appeared, their eyes roaming
through the throng of people, looking for a familiar face. Sam stood
and waved them over, seating herself once again as they made their
way carefully through the closely packed tables.
Daniels face showed his surprise when he sat down next to
her. The table they had was deep in the rear of the restaurant and
relatively far from the adjoining tablescompatibly speaking.
Theyd be able to talk amongst themselves without fear of being
overheard.
"Sam," Daniel asked, glancing back at the long line of
people still waiting to be seatedand throwing various annoyed
looks in their general direction. "How did you manage to get
a table so quickly? They look like theyre about ready to kill
us."
Sam flashed Daniel a smile before answering. "I used to come
here all the time and I got to know the owner very well. He told
me that Id always have a table. Actually," Sam said,
leaning forward and lowering her voice, "this table was supposed
to be occupied by someone else, but theyre late so Harry decided
to give it to me."
"I like your friends, Sam," Daniel said, sharing her smile
before turning to the menu.
Lunch went quickly and they were able to come up with another plan
of attack so to speak. Stephan Seligs house was in Virginia,
a short distance from where they were now. They were going to drive
out and try to catch him at home. Sam knew that they had some time
to spare, so they decided to find a hotel in the area and wait until
dinnerthat way they were sure to catch him at home. Staying
over wouldnt be a problem because they d each brought
an overnight bag just in case.
The extra time would also give them the chance to speak with General
Hammond once again to see if the team working on the investigation
at the Mountain had found anything else that might lead them to
Colonel ONeill.
She just hoped they werent too late.

Daniel stood outside Sams
room for a moment before knocking lightly on the door. Unfortunately,
they had been unable to get adjoining rooms at the hotelsome
kind of conference was in sessionand they were lucky to get
the two rooms they had, even though they were on two different floors.
It was fine, it just made things awkward when they needed to speak
in person.
Rapping lightly on the door, Daniel heard Sams voice float
to him, "Just a minute."
"Its me Sam," Daniel said, leaning forward, trying
to project his voice into the room and past the door.
A few seconds passed before he heard the chain slide and the door
opened to reveal a fresh-faced Sam Carter.
"Hey," Daniel smiled, stepping into the room at her gesture.
"You about ready?"
"I will be in a minute, Daniel," Sam said stepping back
into the bathroom.
"Sure thing," Daniel said, settling himself in the desk
chair. "Did you get the chance to talk to General Hammond?"
Her voice was a little muffled. Knowing Sam, she was probably trying
to see herself in the steamy bathroom mirror. "Yes. He said
that they werent able to come up with anything. The evidence
that they found at the Colonels house didnt give them
much to go on. In General Hammonds opinion, whoever were
looking for is a professional, thats for sure," Sam said,
stepping back into the room. Her hair was still a little damp, but
her makeup was in place.
It wasnt every day that they got to dress like normal people,
Daniel thought, as Sam pulled on a pair of black shoes. They were
all dressed for comfort tonightslacks and shirts all aroundalthough
Daniel was almost certain that Sam was also fully armed.
Sam flashed Daniel a bright smile as she stood, grabbing her leather
jacket from where shed thrown it earlier on the bed. "Ready?"
"Sure am," Daniel said, rising to his feet and following
Sam out of the hotel room. "Tealcs gone to get
the car from the Valet. Did you get directions?"
"Right here," she said, holding up a folded piece of paper.
"It shouldnt be too hard to find. We just have to pray
that hes home."
"Sam," Daniel said after a few moments of silence as they
stood at the elevator doors waiting for the car to arrive. "What
are we going to say to him once we get there? I mean
"
Daniel said, searching for the words, "we cant exactly
accuse him of doing something
were not even sure if hes
the one who staged this whole thing
I mean
"
"I know, Daniel," Sam said, putting her hand lightly on
his arm. "We can talk to him. We can tell him the truth, that
were working on a missing persons case and that we were
hoping hed be able to shed some light on the matter."
"As if hed just tell us that he did it," Daniel
said sarcastically. The doors slid open before him and they stepped
inside. Sam touched the button for the lobby and leaned back, holding
onto the handrail, her face thoughtful.
"Do you really think he has something to do with this?"
"I do," Daniel said, his voice certain.
"Then, were going to have to get him to admit something
to us," Sam said, meeting Daniels gaze, her blue eyes
determined. "Well just have to find a way."


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