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Daniel
quietly swung the door to the bedroom open, stepping into the dimly
lit room. Tealc had just entered the room from the basement
stairway, some items clasped tightly in his hands. He flashed Tealc
a weak smile, as he closed the door behind him, walking up to the
bed, his feet barely making a sound.
Tealc closed the closet doors, blocking out the sight of the
stairs leading to the dungeon below. Apparently, Tealc was
going for the out-of-sight, out-of-mind line of reasoning. Daniel
couldnt agree with him more.
Daniel shifted his gaze to the figure lying in the bed before him.
Jack looked small, the white of the bandages just emphasizing his
ashen complexion. The covers had been pulled up to his waist and
were perfectly smooth. His chest rose and fell steadily, his face
finally relaxed in slumber.
Daniel eyed the items in Tealcs hand. "Whats
that?" he whispered, pausing next to the bed.
"Doctor Fraiser wished to have these items," Tealc
said, opening his hand to reveal an unmarked drug ampule and a used
syringe.
Daniel could feel his eyes widen in surprise. That must have been
what was used on Jack, he realized. "Oh."
"I will return once I have given these to Doctor Fraiser,"
Tealc said.
"Its okay, Tealc. Ill stay with him for a
while. Why dont you give Sam a hand?" Daniel said, his
voice a whisper. Tealc bowed his head regally and stepped
around the bed, pausing by Daniel and resting a large hand on his
shoulder.
"Do not grieve, Daniel Jackson. ONeill is a strong warrior
and he will fight this and he will prevail." Tealc paused,
his eyes boring into Daniels. When he finally continued, Daniel
could have sworn that Tealc could read his mind. "ONeill
would not hold you to blame for any of this. It is not his nature,
or mine. We must be strong for him, remember that."
Daniel nodded silently, not certain his voice would work.
Once, Tealc left, closing the door quietly behind him, Daniel
sighed deeply, expelling a long breath, trying to hold the tears
back. His arms crossed over his chest, Daniel paced a few steps
away from the bed, calming his mind and controlling his thoughts.
Grabbing a chair, he pulled it to the far side of the room, nearest
the closet. If Janet had to check on Jack, it would be easier for
her to do it on the other side of the bed.
Slumping down in the chair, Daniels hand automatically reached
out to grab Jacks, but he stopped himself just in time, remembering
what happened when they touched Jack.
He stifled a cry remembering what theyd had to do to free
Jack from his restraints, how painful it had to have been with every
touch of their fingers upon his skin.
How hed hurt Jack in more ways than one. First, emotionally
and now physically.
It was as if someone had punched Daniel in the stomach.
He felt weak. He felt sick. He could feel his eyes starting to fill
with tears. He took of his glasses, pressing the heel of his hands
into his eyes, trying to wipe away the tears before they fell. He
couldnt fall apart now. He needed to be strongfor Jack.
He pushed his feelings down and began to do what he did best: communicate.
"Jack
" Daniel started, his voice whisper quiet.
"I
wanted to say that I was sorry
for everything.
If only we hadnt fought, if only I hadnt pushed you
away, maybe things would have been different. Maybe we wouldnt
be sitting here right now.
"I feel responsible for whats happened. I know Tealc
says that you dont blame me, but, I just wanted to say that
if you did, its okay. I understand. If it helps you get through
this experience, then thats what I want. If youll let
me, Ill be with you every step of the way."
Daniel paused, pulling off his glasses and wiping a hand across
his weary face. Pocketing the glasses, he composed his thoughts
again before he continued. "Jack, I just want you to know
this
really scared me. Youre family to me. I dont know what
Id do if I lost you. I dont think I could bear it
"
His voice trailed off. What else could he say?
Daniel leaned back in the chair by Jacks bedside, determined
to be there when Jack woke.

Out of the corner of her eye, Sam
saw Janet and Tealc speaking quietly in the corner. Sam was
speaking with Sheriff Lane, trying to keep her attention focused
on what he was saying. She knew that it was important, but it was
just that she was split. She wanted to be in that room making sure
the Colonel was okay, but there were other things that had to be
done.
Wayne had vanished. They had to find his stash of camera recordings.
They had to check in with General Hammond and arrange transport
back to the SGC.
Thankfully, Sheriff Lane had already put out an all-points bulletin
for Wayne Nichols. With the help of General Hammond, theyd
made sure it got out to all law enforcement officers.
Lane had also established a round-the-clock guard for as long as
they were at the housejust in case Wayne returned. While Lane
didnt think it was likely, there was always a possibility.
As Janet stepped closer, Lane stopped talking and turned to face
the Doctor.
"How is he, Janet?" Sam asked.
"Hes sleeping, which is a good thing. Itll help
him heal. Daniels going to sit with him," Janet replied,
her expression thoughtful.
"I dont think you could drag him out of there now that
youve let him in," Sam said lightly, a genuine smile
coming to her face for the first time in hours.
Janet returned it warmly. "No, no one could, although, Daniel
needs to sleep, as do you," Janet added pointedly.
"Im fine, Janet," Sam said, shrugging off the hint.
"Right now Sheriff Lane and I are trying to figure out where
Wayne would have kept the recorders for the cameras." Sam paused,
looking around again. "Janet, whered Murray go?"
"He stepped outside on the porch. He needed some quiet time,"
Janet said simply. Sam got the hint that Tealc had gone to
kelnoreem.
"So where should we look?" Janet continued. Sam knew that
until Jacks body was clear of the drugs, there wasnt
much for Janet to do but wait. It looked like Sam had acquired another
partner.
"I thought that Wayne would keep them somewhere close, somewhere
easy to access," Sam answered and she could feel her forehead
furrowing as she concentrated. Her back and neck muscles were sore
and tense. Right now, shed pay real money for a massage.
"That would make sense," Janet said, eyeing the living
room, her body turning in a circle.
"Weve been through this house already and we didnt
find anything like youre describing, Major," Lane argued.
"Well, if wed given up earlier, Jack would still be downstairs,"
Sam stated harshly, all of her pent up frustrations coming out in
that one sentence. At the Sheriffs sheepish expression, Sam
realized what shed done. She sighed. "Im sorry,"
she started to say, but Lane cut her off before she could continue.
"Thats okay, Major," Lane said, putting up his hands.
"I should have realized how that sounded. Where do you want
to start looking?"
Sam hesitated, glancing around the room. "What if theyre
in the fireplace?" she asked, one eyebrow raised in thought.
"Unless theres a false wall or a hidden shelf or something
either in here or in the spare room," Sam continued, thinking
out loud. "The computers in the spare room and the televisions
were stored in the closet there." Sam paused, a dark thought
coming to her mind. At first she tossed it out, but then, remembering
what shed seen already, reconsidered. Theres no other
televisions in any of the other rooms
what if that was his
entertainment?"
"Oh God," Janet said, paling.
Lanes face was set in a grim mask. "Where do you want
to start?"

Tealc heard a sharp cry and
immediately jumped up, running into the housefollowed quickly
by two of the deputies.
In the living room floor, Sheriff Lane, Doctor Fraiser, and Major
Carter were seated around a large hole in the floor near the fireplace,
triumphant expressions on their faces.
"What has occurred?" Tealc asked, stepping closer,
his eyebrow climbing on his forehead.
Major Carter looked up, a broad smile on her face. "Weve
found the recorders," she said, pointing into the hole at her
feet. "Now we just have to figure out how to get them out."
"I do not understand why you would be so triumphant,"
Tealc said, trying not to allow his disgust show in his voice.
"Why are you rejoicing? We should destroy those devices immediately."
"What?" Major Carter asked, her expression falling, confusion
in her voice. "We needed to find them. Theyre evidence"
"Yes," Tealc nodded. "They are evidence of
what Wayne Nichols has done to ONeill. We have seen the result
of his torture and mistreatment. Is not that enough?"
"But, Tealc," Major Carter began to say, rising
to her feet and walking the few steps to his side.
Tealc stiffened his back, bringing his full posture to bear.
"Witnessing ONeills torture will not make him well
and serves no purpose other than to prolong the experience for all
involved. ONeill would not desire this and I will be no part
of it."
Leaving them speechless, he left them where they were, and walked
back out onto the porch and into the afternoon light.


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