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Leaving
Daniel in the damp basement, Sam trudged upstairs, heading to the
small spare room where Wayne kept his desk and computer. Seating
herself, she turned the computer on and began working, scanning
through his hard drive, looking for anything that might lead her
to the Colonel.
She didnt know how long shed been sitting there, staring
at the screen when the thought finally hit her.
Wayne had to have cameras in the house somewhere.
Shed stumbled across a conversion program on his computer
that allowed him to grab images from live camera feeds.
Why would he need that? Unless, he was using it himself.
Sam raced to the closet, yanking the doors open once again. Shed
remembered correctly. There were several small televisions on the
shelf. She hadnt thought anything of it when shed seen
them earlier, too caught up in the elation of finding Wayne.
Now, she just had to find the closed circuit television system itselfand
then the cameras, the cameras that had taken those pictures of Colonel
ONeill.
She was on her hands and knees searching the bottom of the closet
when she heard Daniels roar.
She was running before the sound died in the air.

Daniel dashed back to the small
metal room, back to where his friend was imprisoned. A minute later,
he felt Tealcs arrival at the door, hearing the Jaffas
footsteps stopping suddenly, his gaze taking in the sight before
him.
It was even worse than any of them had ever imagined.
Just as Daniel turned to call Tealc over, he heard Sams
gasp of surprise. She had entered the room hard on Tealcs
heels. As Daniel watched, Sams face dropped several shades
of color, her blue eyes filling with unshed tears, her hand rushing
to cover her mouth and stifle her cry.
"Tealc, we have to get him down. I dont know how
hes secured to the ceiling," Daniel said, turning back
to his friend.
"I will get him down, Daniel Jackson," Tealc said,
stepping forward and coming up beside Daniel, his head craned back
as he examined the steel cord that vanished into the ceiling. When
Tealc looked back at Daniel, his face was not optimistic.
"This will take time, Daniel Jackson."
"We have to get him down now, Tealc," Daniel argued,
his hands never leaving Jacks still form. And Jack was too
still. Not a muscle had moved since Daniel arrived and it was starting
to worry him more and more.
That, and the sounds coming from Jack. They were deep rumbles and
moans, the only sounds that it seemed that he could make, his breathing
harsh through the horrible mask he wore. What exactly those sounds
were indicative of, Daniel was not sure, but they couldnt
be good.
One of Daniels hands snaked inside the leather straps, searching
for a pulse on Jacks neck, his fingers brushing against the
bottom of the mask. He found a pulse easily enough, strong and steady.
Jack had moaned again at Daniels touch, but had quickly quieted.
That small sound was enough to convince Daniel of the extreme urgency
of the situation. Jack was conscious of what was going on and Daniel
didnt want to prolong this any longer. They had to get him
down, now.
"Tealc, stay with him. I have an idea," Daniel said,
his eyes catching sight of the metal cabinets along the wall. Without
waiting, he stepped away and dug in his pocket, fishing out the
key ring. This time the first key worked, opening the nearest set
of doors along the wall.
Daniel pressed the switch he had found on the side of the cabinet
wall and was rewarded with the sound of a motor turning on high
in the ceiling.
"The other way, Daniel Jackson," Tealc instructed,
wrapping his arms around Jacks frame, holding him as if he
were a baby.
At the sound of a choked off sob from Jack, Daniel sharply turned
his head back, his wide blue eyes meeting Tealcs. The
sound nearly broke Daniels heart. Jack would never sob, would
he? Oh, God, Daniel thought, the bile threatening to rise into his
throat once again. What had Wayne done to Jack? What could he have
done to reduce Jack so far that hed actually let that sob
get past his throat?
"Proceed quickly, Daniel Jackson," Tealc said, his
voice rumbling.
Daniel obeyed, turning the switch the other way; the steel cord
slowly descending from the ceiling, releasing the hold it had on
his friend. He moved impatiently, shifting his weight on his feet.
The cable wasnt moving fast enough.
Tearing his eyes away from the sight before him, he turned to where
Sam still stood in the doorway, tears falling unfelt down her face,
her eyes focused forward. "Sam?" Daniel called, his voice
uneven, trying to get her attention.
She turned to him at the sound of her name. His voice, while quiet,
conveyed the depth of his understanding. He knew exactly how she
was feeling because he was in just as much pain as she was. "Sam,
I saw a mattress in the hallway. Can you get it?"
She nodded without words and turned, vanishing into the basement
corridor. A few minutes later she returned dragging the urine-soaked
object into the room, silently laying it at Tealcs feet.
She stepped back, her arms crossed over her body, hugging herself.
As Sam carried it in, Daniels eyes saw a spot on the mattress,
and another one of a different color higher up. He knew that they
had to have been Jacks. He could still smell the lingering
odor. He was glad Sam had had enough sense to turn it over as she
laid it down so they didnt have to look at them.
Within a few minutes the steel cord was finally fully extended.
"Daniel Jackson, I believe that is enough," Tealc
said. He had turned his back to Sam in an effort to shield Jacks
nakedness from her. He tilted his head, his gaze resting on the
top of the leather bag where the cord was connected.
Daniel nodded, turning off the motor and moving to remove the cord
from where it was secured. The steel cord hung from the ceiling
as an obscene reminder. Except for a few deep moans, Jack was lying
completely still in Tealcs arms.
Looking up from Jacks form to Tealcs eyes, he
knew they were thinking the same thing. Jack didnt need an
audience, especially the way he was currently attired. It wasnt
as if Sam hadnt seen a manor her commanding officernaked
before, but this was different.
It was more for Jacks sake that Daniel was concerned.
Daniel knew Jack. Daniel knew how he was, how proud he was, and
how he needed to show a strong front. Right now, Jack couldnt
be more vulnerable.
"Sam," Daniel said looking at her over Tealcs
shoulder, "can you find a blanket and some clothes for Jack?
Hes freezing cold."
Without arguing, Sam nodded, hurrying off on her errand.
Once she was gone, Tealc gently placed Jack on the mattress
and they began unfastening every strapa moan from the bound
figure accompanying each straps release. Every binding had
been secured much too tightly, cutting into Jacks bodycutting
into his bruised and burned fleshleaving deep, livid marks.
Some of the welts, deeper than others, had oozed drops of blood.
Hanging from the ceiling had only compounded the situation.
One by one the straps came undone. By the time the leather net body
bag was opened, Daniel had to bite back his own sobs. Tealc
chin was beginning to quiver as he also tried to control his emotions.
The noises they heard, coming from deep within Jack, were unmistakable
nowsounds of pain and agonysounds that they were causing.
But they were not finished.
They still had to remove the rest of Jacks restraintsbinding
his ankles and his knees together, securing his hands to his hips
and his arms to his side, and finally the thick leather mask covering
his entire face and head.
Wayne hadnt been fooling around.

He hurt.
His world was a mass of pain and agony and shame.
How much time had passed? He did not know and did not care. Time
was meaningless in this state of being: neither alive nor dead,
neither sane nor demented.
Time flowed on. A constant stream of seconds merging into minutes,
hours into days, becoming years as time moved on. Hed stepped
into the stream of time many long years ago. It seemed that finally
he had to step out, back onto the shore. It was his turn to watch
as time flowed by before him, as people waded past without a second
glance in his direction.
Maybe here, along the shore, hed find the peace hed
been looking for.
But something pulled him backthe gentle touch on his overly
sensitive skin sent torment along every nerve.
As soon as he had felt the hands on himsending shooting pains
through every fiber of his bodyand had heard the muffled sounds
of a solitary voice, hed known. Jack knew he had been foundand
that Daniel had been the one to find him.
He was ashamed.
Mortified of how he knew he must lookbound securely, naked,
and utterly helpless. Ashamed that hed been so effectively
broken.
He just didnt want to deal with this anymore. He couldnt
deal with it.
Jack heard voicesnow more than oneecho in his head,
a symphony of senseless noise. He tried not to groan, but couldnt
help himself. His shame and mortification was now complete. Of course,
Daniel would have the rest of his team with him. Now theyd
all be able to watch his descent into madness and witness his death.
He tried to ignore the hands on his body, the sensation of being
held in someones armsprobably Tealcsjust
like a baby. He tried to push the pain away, but it was overwhelming
in its intensity and he couldnt hold the sob back.
He didnt want to acknowledge anything except what was in his
head. At least here, in his last refuge of sanity, he could be the
man he had been in life. At least here, he had his dignity. He had
his pride. He had his memories. Here, he could be at peace with
himselfeven if it was only temporary.
He could feel the mattress against his back, cupping and caressing
it until a fire raged, shooting up tendrils of torment. He tried
to hold back the sounds of his painful cries, but he couldnt.
They erupted from deep within, searching for release.
The hands releasing the straps only increased the sensation.
By the time he felt hands on his head, he could feel the tears of
pain and mortification sliding down along the side of his face,
forced out through his tightly clenched eyes, leaving trails across
his temple.

Once the straps were free, Daniel
moved immediately to Jacks head, carefully turning it to the
side so he could reach the bindings along the back of the mask.
Tears burned in his eyes as his fingers fumbled with the buckles.
Oh Jack, Daniel thought, what did he do to you? You couldnt
have done anything to deserve this kind of treatment.
Finally, the last clasp opened and Daniel could ease the leather
mask away from his friends face. As he slowly pulled it away,
Jack did not protest. The mask was damp and Jacks hair was
still wet, plastered against his scalp. Jacks eyes were squeezed
tightly shut and tears had streamed down from the corner of each
eye, leaving a trail to his hairline.
Carefully, Daniel turned Jacks head and eased the hard plastic
piecethe gagout of his friends mouth, before tossing
it hardas far away as he couldhearing it hit the wall
and slide down.
He didnt care.
All that mattered was the man lying before him.
Jack slowly opened his eyes, blinking furiously from the bright
lights overhead, tears freely running down his face. As his pain
filled eyes adjusted, they found Daniels face hovering above
him. Jacks lips moved and Daniel bent down, his ear nearly
pressed against Jacks mouth, straining to hear.
The words were barely audible, barely louder than a whisper on the
breeze. But Daniel heard them and they nearly broke his heart.
"Oh
god
Daniel
it
hurts
so
bad
make
it
stop
"
Daniels breath caught in his throat. Realization hit him with
an almost physical blow. Theyd hurt Jack. All along theyd
hurt him with every move they had made.
"Oh, Jack," Daniel whispered, pulling back to where he
could look his friend in the eye, but Jack had closed his eyes again,
torment etched deeply into his lines of his face. His voice trembled.
"Im sorry."
A blanket appeared suddenly. Tealc took, but as he carefully
laid over Jack, Jacks face flinched as the blanket touched
his skin.
Jack was starting to scare Daniel badly.
Apart from the obvious pain Jack was experiencing, something wasnt
right. He hadnt moved a muscle on his own since theyd
found him.
Daniel turned to look back, his eye catching Sams, huddled
just inside the door, a spare set of clothing in her hands. His
words, while quiet, were filled with emotion and moved her quickly
to action once again.
"Sam, we have to get Janet. Jack needs Janet now."


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